THE VELVETEEN
RABBIT
There
was once a Velveteen Rabbit, and in the beginning he really splendid. He was
fat and bunchy, as a rabbit should be; his coat was spotted brown and white, he
had real thread whiskers, and his ears were lined with pink sateen. On Christmas
morning, when he sat wedged in the top of the Boy’s stocking, with a spring of
holly between his paws, the effect was charming. There were other things in the
stocking, nuts and oranges and toy engine, and chocolate almonds and a
clockwork mouse, but the Rabbit was quite the best of all. For at least two
hours the Boy loved him, and then Aunts and Uncles came to dinner, and there
was a great rustling of tissue paper and unwrapping of parcels, and in the
excitement of looking at all the new presents the Velveteen Rabbit was
forgotten.
For
a long time he lived in the toy cupboard or on the nursery floor, and no one
thought very much about him. He was naturally shy, and being only made of
velveteen, some of the more expensive toys quite snubbed him. The mechanical
toys were very superior, and looked down upon everyone else; they were full of
modern ideas, and pretended they were real. The model boat, who had lived
through two seasons and lost most of his paint, caught the tone from them and
never missed an opportunity of referring to his rigging in technical terms. The
Rabbit could not claim to be a model of anything, for he didn’t know that real
rabbits existed; he thought they were all stuffed with sawdust like himself,
and he understood that sawdust was quite out-of-date and should never be
mentioned in modern circles. Even Timothy, the jointed wooden lion, who was
made by the disabled soldiers, and should have had broader views, put on airs
and pretended he was connected with Government. Between them all the poor
little Rabbit was made to feel himself very insignificant and commonplace, and
the only person who was kind to him at all was the Skin Horse.
The
Skin Horse had lived longer in the nursery than any of the others. He was so
old that his brown oat was bald in patches and showed the seams underneath, and
most of the hairs in his tail had been pulled out to string bead necklaces. He
was wise, for he had seen a long succession of mechanical toys arrive to boast
and swagger, and by-and-by break their mainsprings and pass away, and he knew
that they were only toys, and would never turn into anything else. For nursery
magic is very strange and wonderful, and only those playthings that are old and
wise and experienced like the Skin Horse understand all about it.
“What
is REAL?” asked the Rabbit one day, when they were lying side by side near the
nursery fender, before Nana came to tidy the room. “Does it mean having things
that buzz inside you and a stick-out handle?”
“Really
isn’t how you are made,” said the Skin Horse. “It’s a thing that happens to
you. When a child loves you for a long, long time, not just to play with, but
REALLY loves you, then you become Real.”
“Does
it hurt?” asked the Rabbit.
“Sometimes,”
said the Skin Horse, for he always truthful. “When you are Real you don’t mind
being hurt.”
“Does
it happen all at once, like being wound up,” he asked, “or bit by bit?”
“It
doesn’t happen all at once,” said the Skin Horse. “You become. It takes a long
time. That’s why it doesn’t often happen to people who break easily, or have
sharp edges, or who have to be carefully kept. Generally, by the time you are
Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get
loose in the joints and very shabby. But these things don’t matter at all,
because once you are Real you can’t very ugly, except to people who don’t
understand.”
“I
suppose you are Real?” said the
Rabbit. And then he wished he had not said it, for he thought the Skin Horse
might be sensitive. But the Skin Horse only smiled.
“The Boy’s Uncle made me Real,” he said. “That
was a great many years ago; but once you are Real you can’ become unreal again.
It lasts for always.”
The
Rabbit sighed. He thought it would be a long time before this magic called Real
happened to him. He longed to become Real, to know what it felt like; and yet
the idea of growing shabby and losing his eyes and whiskers was rather sad. He
wished that he could become it without these uncomfortable things happening to
him.
There
was a person called Nana who ruled the nursery. Sometimes she took no notice of
the playthings lying about, and sometimes, for no reason whatever, she went
swooping about like a great wind and hustled them away in cupboards. She called
this “tidying up,” and the playthings all hated it, especially the tin ones.
The Rabbit didn’t mind it so much, for whatever he was thrown he came down
soft.
One
evening, when the Boy was going to bed, he couldn’t find the china dog that
always slept with him. Nana was in hurry, and it was too much trouble to hunt
for china dogs at bedtime, so she simply looked about her, and seeing that the
toy cupboard door stood open, she made a swoop.
“Here,”
she said, “take your old Bunny! He’ll do to sleep with you!” And she dragged
the Rabbit out by one ear, and put him into the Boy’s arms.
That
night, and for many nights after, the Velveteen Rabbit slept in the Boy’s bed.
At first he found rather comfortable, for the Boy hugged him very tight, and
sometimes he rolled over on him, and sometimes he pushed him so far under the
pillow that the Rabbit could scarcely breathe. And he missed, too, those long
moonlight hours in the nursery, when all the house was silent, and his talks
with the Skin Horse. But very soon he grew to like it, for the Boy used to talk
to him, and made nice tunnels for him under the bedclothes that he said were
like the burrows the real rabbits lived in. and they had splendid games
together, in whispers, when Nana had gone away to her supper and left the
night-light burning on the mantelpiece. And when the Boy dropped off to sleep,
the Rabbit would snuggle down close under his little warm chin and dream, with
the Boy’s hands clasped close round him all night long.
And
so time went on, and the little Rabbit was very happy-so happy that he never noticed
how his beautiful velveteen fur was getting shabbier and shabbier, and his tail
coming unsewn, and all the pink rubbed off his nose where the Boy had kissed
him.
Spring
came, and they had long days in the garden, for wherever the Boy went the
Rabbit went too. He had rides in the wheelbarrow, and picnics on the grass, and
lovely fairy huts built for him under the raspberry canes behind the flower
border. And once, when the Boy was left out on the lawn until long after dusk,
and nana had to come and look for him with the candle because the Boy couldn’t
go to sleep unless he was there. He was wet through with dew and quite earthy
from diving into the burrow the Boy had made for him in the flower-bed, and
Nana grumbled as she rubbed him off with a corner of her apron.
“You
must have your old Bunny!” She said. “Fancy all that fuss for a toy!”
The
Boy sat up in the bed and stretched out his hands.
“Give
me my Bunny!” he said. “You mustn’t say that. He isn’t a toy. He’s REAL!”
When
the little Rabbit heard that, he was happy, for he knew that what the Skin
Horse had said was true at last. The nursery magic had happened to him, and he
was a toy no longer. He was Real. The Boy himself had said it.
That
night he was almost too happy to sleep, and so much love stirred in his little
sawdust heart that it almost burst. And into his boot-button eyes that had long
ago lost their polish, there came a look of wisdom and beauty, so that even
Nana noticed it next morning when she picked him up, and said, “I declare if that
old Bunny hasn’t got quite a knowing expression!”
That
was a wonderful Summer!
Near
the house where they lived there was a wood, and in the long June evenings the
Boy liked to go there after tea to play. He took the Velveteen Rabbit with him,
and before he wandered off to pick flowers, or play at brigands among the
trees, he always made the Rabbit a little nest somewhere among the bracken,
where he would quite cozy, for he was a kind-hearted little boy and he liked
Bunny to be comfortable. One evening, while the Rabbit was lying there alone,
watching ants that ran to and fro between his velvet paws in the grass, he saw
two strange beings creep out of the tall bracken near him.
They
were rabbits like himself, but quite furry and brand-new. They must have been
very well made, for their seams didn’t show at all, and they changed shape in a
queer way when they moved; one minute they were long and thin and the next
minute fat and bunchy, instead of always staying the same like he did. Their
feet padded softly on the ground, and they crept quite close to him, twitching
their noses, while the Rabbit stared hard to see which side the clockwork stuck
out, for he knew that people who jump generally have something to wind them up.
But he couldn’t see it. They were evidently a new kind of rabbit altogether.
They
stared at him, and the little Rabbit stared back. And all the time their noses
twitched.
“Why
don’t you get up and play with us?” one of them asked.
“I
don’t feel like it,” said the Rabbit, for he didn’t want to explain that he had
no clockwork.
“Ho!”
said the furry rabbit. “It’s as easy as anything.” And he gave a big hop
sideways and stood on his hind legs.
“I
don’t believe you can!” he said.
“I
can!” said the little Rabbit. “I can jump higher than anything!” He meant when
the Boy threw him, but of course he didn’t want to say so.
“Can
you hop on your hind legs?” asked the furry rabbit.
That
was a dreadful question, for the Velveteen Rabbit had no hind legs at all! The
back of him was made all in one piece, like a pincushion. He sat still in the
bracken, and hoped that the other rabbits wouldn’t notice.
“I
don’t want to!” he said again.
But
the wild have very sharp eyes. And this one stretched out his neck and looked.
“He
hasn’t got any hind legs!” he called out. “Fancy a rabbit without hind legs!”
And he began to laugh.
“I
have!” cried the little Rabbit. “I have got hind legs! I am sitting on them!”
“Then
stretch them out and show me, like this!” said the wild rabbit. And he began to
whirl round and dance, till the little Rabbit got quite dizzy.
“I
don’t like dancing,” he said. “I’d rather sit still!”
But
all the while he was longing to dance, for a funny new tickly feeling ran
through him, and he felt he would give anything in the world to be able to jump
about like these rabbit did.
The
strange rabbit stopped dancing, and came long quite close. He came so close
this time that his long whiskers brushed the Velveteen Rabbit’s ear, and then
he wrinkled his nose suddenly and flattened his ears and jumped backwards.
“He
doesn’t smell right!” he exclaimed. “He isn’t a rabbit at all! He isn’t real!”
“I
am Real!” said the little Rabbit. “I
am Real! The Boy said so!” And he nearly began to cry.
Just
then there was a sound of footsteps, and the Boy ran past near them, and with a
stamp of feet and a flash of white tails the two strange rabbits disappeared.
“Come
back and play with me!” called the little Rabbit. “Oh, do come back! I know I am Real!”
But
there was no answer, only the little ants ran to and fro, and the bracken swayed
gently where the two strangers had passed. The Velveteen Rabbit was all alone.
“Oh,
dear!” he thought. “Why did they run away like that? Why couldn’t they stop
talk to me?”
For
a lone time he lay very still, watching the bracken, and hoping that they would
come back. But they never returned, and presently the sun sank lower and little
white moths fluttered out, and they Boy came and carried him home.
Weeks
passed, and the little Rabbit grew very old and shabby, but the Boy loved him
just as much. He loved him so hard that he loved all his whiskers off, and the
pink lining to his ears turned grey, and his brown spot faded. He even began to
lose his shape, and he scarcely looked like a rabbit anymore, except to the
Boy. To him he always beautiful, and that was all that the little Rabbit cared
about. He didn’t mind how he looked to other people, because the nursery magic
had made him Real, and when you are Real, shabbiness doesn’t matter.
And
then, one day, the boy was ill. His face grew very flushed, and he talked in
his sleep, and his little body was so hot that it burned the Rabbit when he
held him close. Strange people came and went in the nursery, and a light burned
all night, and through it all the little Velveteen Rabbit lay there, hidden
from sight under the bedclothes, and never stirred, for he was afraid that if
they found him someone might take him away, and he knew that the Boy needed
him.
It
was a long weary time, for the Boy was too ill to play, and the little Rabbit
found it rather dull with nothing to do all day long. But he snuggled down
patiently, and looked forward to the time when the boy should be well again,
and they would go out in the garden among the flowers and the butterflies and
play splendid games in the raspberry thicket like they used to. All sorts of
delightful things he planned, and while the Boy lay half asleep he crept up
close to the pillow and whispered them in his ear. And presently the fever
turned, and the Boy got better. He was able to sit up in bed and look at picture
books, while the little Rabbit cuddle close at his side. And one day, they let
him get up and dress.
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